On The Road to Find Out

"To some people, it may have seemed like an enormous jump, but for me, it was a gradual move to this."
"I had found the spiritual home I'd been seeking for most of my life. And if you listen to my music and lyrics, like "Peace Train" and "On The Road To Find Out", it clearly shows my yearning for direction and the spiritual path I was travelling."

Those quotes came directly from Cat Stevens a.k.a. Yusuf Islam, a British music legend, about his spiritual journey. He converted at 23 December 1977 after a long way of searching...like he said in the interviews.

For some people, finding God in His true way is essential. While without God, you can't life peacefully. You might be happy, yes, but you're not joyful. There will be an empty-hollow hole inside your heart, which you always try to fill in.

Like what I'm experiencing now, I am on the journey. Taking Steven's word, me, and maybe some other people, are on the road to find out. This journey will never stop, always continue till I pass away, till I find my Home.

Recently, in the last Ramadhan, I found a glow of light. This light has surrounded since I was born, but I was never really pay attention--I was never really open my eyes to see this light.

‘He’ Will Be My Husband

In theory of “The Secret”, you have to imagine a real description about what you really want. Your mind has to be focused on this wanted-thing. Then, you have to WRITE it. Write your dream on a piece of paper, then some days or some years later, it will become true.

In this case, I’ll write it on a piece of webpage.

God, I hope you can bring me my ideal husband 7 years from now.
He will not be handsome, but he’s definitely charming. He has strong aura. When I look on his eyes, I’ll see peace and protection. When I look on his lips, I’ll see tender words that always comfort me. When I look on his forehead, I’ll see a servant who always bows for pray to his Creator. When I look on his arms, I’ll see courage to prosper his family. When I look on his feet, I’ll see a leader who will take his family to the right path and save them from hell. When I look on his heart, I’ll see a clean-beautiful character light his surrounding.

I want a husband who can bring a true joyfulness for me and my children, now and at the hereafter.

Although I realize that good men are only for good women, and good women are only for good men. Now that I still can’t be a good woman, I can’t get a good man. I have to build my character so that I can be a good woman who proper for a good man—my ideal husband.

Now that I have written it, I truly hope it will happen. Amin.